Homesick.

    Suddenly missing home. i'm so in love being here but now on i just wanna back to my home. Being faraway from hometown can makes me feeling so alone when the holiday is coming.

5 Rahasia

     Hari ini temanya iseng-iseng. iseng-iseng coba bangun pagi padahal tadi malam begadang. iseng-iseng langsung mandi padahal biasanya kalau libur malas mandi. iseng-iseng ke kampus nyari wifi buat internetan. iseng-iseng main facebook twitter skype, sampai iseng-iseng baca blog orang-orang dan saya menemukan blog ini dan yang ini ngeposting 5 rahasia tentang dia.

     Awalnya saya berpikir, it's an usual posting that she has made. Semua orang juga punya rahasia masing-masing dalam dirinya. Mau di simpan sendiri sebagai rahasia pribadi, atau disebarin ke orang-orang itu pilihan mereka. Yah pokoknya kalau disebarin berarti bukan rahasia lagi namanya, pikir saya. Sampai saya membaca semua postingan 5 Rahasia dia sampai habis, dan saya langsung berpikir it's not about a secret, it's about a notable thing that you can keep it by your self but too worthy to tell it with another people.

and here i am...

didnt take a long time in front of the lappy,

trying to pour 5 secret about me ;p

1. I prefer to watching film in cinema and come into a new places with me my self.

Saya suka ramai. Saya juga suka ngumpul sama teman-teman, tapi entah kenapa saya senang banget kalau jalan sendirian.

     Dari SMA saya sering keliling makassar sendirian buat hunting makan, kado, atau cuma sekedar jalan kaki dari satu tempat ke tempat lain. Yah mungkin karena dari SD sampai SMP sekolah saya ada di tengah kota dekat dan dengan kantor bapak, jadi saya terbiasa jalan kaki ke kantor bapak kalau lagi macet, demo, atau kehabisan uang untuk pulang haha. Nah, kalau nonton sendirian saya mulai senang sejak kuliah di Bogor. when i did it, it was like another way of me to meditate my self. Hanya untuk sekedar melarikan menenangkan diri dari rasa penat akan tugas-tugas, organisasi, atau masalah-masalah.

2. Work free day mean wash free day.

Khusus untuk yang satu ini, saya punya prinsip "save our water meeeen !" Jadi libur kuliah, libur mandi juga haha.

     Kalau hari libur, jadwal me-time saya selalu dipenuhi dengan "beres-beres kamar, tidur, atau internetan" di list teratas. Gak ada kata mandi haha. Tapi saya rajin mandi kok. Cuma kalau mandi harus lama, gabisa cepat. Mandi 10 menit itu kayak gak ada apa-apanya. Saya lebih milih gausah mandi deh daripada harus mandi tapi sebentar. seems like i get a dirty bit more than before -_-

dan lagi, entah kenapa kalau hari libur kedua kaki saya beratnya berubah jadi berton-ton. Susah sekali untuk sekedar mengangkat atau melangkahkannya keluar dari kamar :D

3. I have telling my feeling for someone.

It was a silly moment haha

     He was my friend when i was a kid, we met again after a long time  and  being close after it.

Sejak ketemu lagi, saya sama dia jadi akrab. Singkat cerita, bla bla bla dia pamit mau kuliah ke tempat lain. Saya sedih, sedih banget. Baru juga dekat lagi eh dia udah mau pergi aja huhu -_-

Setelah itu karena kebanyakan noton opera sabun, dengan bodohnya sebelum dia pergi saya pun mengirimkan dia pesan teks yang berisi ungkapan perasaan saya ke dia hahahahaha

sumpah demi apapun, itu hal paling random yang pernah saya lakuin pas suka sama cowok.

Although there was no response from him, i still proud with my self for doing it, karena seperti yang dibilang Zafran 

"orang egois adalah orang yang tidak mau mengungkapkan perasaannya"-

Now on, here we are...being friends like before seems like nothing happened with us. and i'm happy with it. Cheeeeeers~

4. I'm mad at Math.

Like John Louis von Neumann said:

"if people dont believe that mathemathics is simple, it is only they dont realize how complicated life is"-

i believe that my life is complicated when i still realize that mathemathics is not simple for me, especially. 

fyi, i get bad score at math. honestly, i've been study hard for the lesson but still get "D" score with it. So, i must give my long long holiday time for repeat my lesson about math again in short term programs that will come on July until August. Lucky me!

5. Too hard to loose my weight.

I still in 52 kilograms when i was writing this post.

     Kata mama, saya itu dari kecil emang ga pernah kurus. Sudah tembem. Tapi waktu kelas 3 SD setelah kena tipes dan campak, berat badan saya merosot meningkat dengan tidak normalnya huhuhu :(

pas kelas 5 SD berat saya juga pernah 53 kg dengan proporsi badan yang pendek. sudah seperti anak gajah yang dipakaikan rok merah kan ? -__-

Nah, baru setelah masuk SMP berat saya turun drastis ke angka 42 kg karena sakit yang entah apa namanya. Tapi waktu itu pun tetap saja terlihat boncel dengan tinggi badan yg cuma 150 cm. 

Waktu SMA berat saya balik lagi ke angka Limapuluh-an. saya pun sering jogging pagi dan sore, gak sarapan, cuma makan siang, dan gak mau makan malam hanya untuk nurunin berat badan. Sempat turun sih ke 45 kg, tapi abis itu naik lagi.

Pas awal semester 3 kemarin juga pernah nyobain gak makan nasi dan minuman yang manis-manis. Cuma makan lauk, buah dan minum air putih aja. dan Bingo! bisa ditebak lagi, beratnya turun tapi abis itu nafsu makan malah semakin besar dan berat badan naik makin ga terkendali sampai sekarang hahahaha.

But i think, it doesnt matter anymore. With a hectic activity in campus, the fit body that i need, not the interest body indeed :)

That's all my top big five secret and i want to know yours just only if you read my post.

Lets writing guys!

Dear Friend

This is one of my favorite song in HiVi's first album. I'm looking for so long with their lyrics.

Just wanna share for you, so here they are.....

dear my friend, 

you’re the joy in my life,

your smile has brighten up my day,

dear my friend, 

you got me through the lonely times,

you’re lighten up my way

   won’t you hear me say, i’ll be right away,

   when you need me all the way,

   you are not alone, i am here for you,

   and all you’ve got to do just listen

"baby tell me when you miss me,

call me when you’re lonely,

hey there don’t you worry,

no matter how far baby i’ll be there.. yeah..

i’ll be there for you"

   Dear my friend, 

   you’re the one and only way,

   the one that i turn to,

   dear my friend, 

   you give a hand and washed away,

   the pain that i’ve been through

won’t you here me say, i’ll be right away,

when you need me all the way,

you are not alone, i am here for you,

and all you’ve got to do,

just listen baby..

   tell me when you miss me,

   call me when you’re lonely,

   hey there don’t you worry,

   no matter how far,

   baby i’ll be there.. yeah..

   i’ll be there for you

when the world is getting colder

when you get through those though times

now i know we’re getting stronger

cause the love we had

we have faith to believed in a trust to hold on

a love in unconditional way

   (just listen baby)

   tell me when you miss me,

   call me when you’re lonely,

   hey there don’t you worry,

   no matter how far,

   baby i’ll be there.. yeah..

   i’ll be there for you

when you miss me (you tell me)

call me when you’re lonely,

hey there don’t you worry,

no matter how far,

baby i’ll be there.. yeah..

i’ll be there for you…

-HiVi !-

On Shoot!

Lagi suka banget sama HiVi !
suka lagunya, suka liriknya, suka musiknya, suka ezranya febrinya deanya ilhamnya, semuanya pokoknya.

Now, i'm looking for their original CD.

the track list and most favorite song is number 3

anybody want to give me for free ? haha

Ambiguity

-Ambiguity-

(ini tugas penkom)

Biografi.

Ratu Hardiyanti Supriyadi Putri, lahir di Makassar 18 tahun yang lalu. Berstatus sebagai mahasiswa semester tiga di Fakultas Pertanian Institut Pertanian Bogor departemen Agronomi dan Hortikultura. Aktif di kegiatan UKM Kewirausahaan dan himpunan profesi di kampus.

Menempuh pendidikan sekolah dasar di SDN Sudirman III, sekolah menengah pertama di SMP Negeri 6 Makassar, dan sekolah menengah atas di SMA Negeri 5 Makassar. Saat ini sedang sibuk memperbaiki IP untuk target strata dua di Wageningen University Belanda.

Happy Birthday

Bogor, 15 Desember 2012

Tadaaaaaaaa….!!!!

Its not about getting older yah, its about getting mature. Aamin

Gak kerasa udah delapan belas tahun hidup jadi manusia di bumi, itu artinya udah 216 bulan, 4380 hari, 105.120 jam, 6.307.200 menit, 378.432.000 detik, 420.480 masalah, 2.798.567 kesedihan, 3.508.633 kebahagiaan, 798.567 kegagalan, 1.500.000 perjuangan, 890.650 kekecewaan, 790.000 keberhasilan, 5.003.345 keceriaan, 2.890.543 kegalauan,dan  999 mimpi-mimpi yang belum tercapai.

Semoga seiring bertambahnya umur semakin kuat imannya, semakin banyak ilmunya, semakin membanggakan orang tua, semakin bermanfaat untuk orang banyak, dan tercapai semua mimpi-mimpinya aamin ya rabbal alamin.

Huaaaaw…There are so many special wishes, surprises, and presents today.

some favorite gifts

I wanna give my super big thanks for many peoples around me who celebrated my special day. For them whose setting their alarm at 12.00 a.m in 15^th December just to say their best wishes for me, for them whose texted me in handphone, email, facebook, twitter, note, and many more just to showed me how care they are, for them whose made a wonderful surprise just to proof how special I’m, for them whose kept remember my birthday although they don’t even say anything to me, and for them whose gave me the presents that full with meaning-ness because they’re really understand all of the things that I love.

And…here is a bite of presents:

This is the self-notes. Its from my dear friends in class (neng afifah ferdi aida mia parid abi arif fia koco rama etc). I love this, cause it seems like ‘message in a bottle’ with wishes, jokes, and important messages. Oh ya, inside the bottle there are clue and  tablets that fill with letter must arrange become a birthday sentence by me.

and...here is the message in a bottle :)

Next, another self-notes from my kind ‘local’ friends. They’re called ikami sulsel 48. Seems like before, its fill with their wishes, jokes, birthday sentences, and messages too. 

I’m so glad cause they also gave Mr.Mario Bross to me and made a wonderful surprised party with cika and sandi at 12.00 a.m when I still awake to prepare examination practice that will be held on tomorrow morning hahahaha

this is from ikami sulsel 48, so lovin' it.

birthday cakes from one of the special ones on the middle night haha

I also got another Mario bross from iis and sandi. Iis gave me the Mario Bross Jr. and sandi gave me the miniature of Mario bross and his friends. I’m so lovin’ it.

And here is one of my favorite gift, the monkey with pinkish bag and his silly letter on the big box. I call him Onyet. Seems like the person who gave me hahaha

the pinky monkey

Last but not least, thankyou very much to my parents who gave the best present, cika with their cute present, kak ridho with his shoes from Makassar, my family my friends and everybody who gave the special things for me. 

I cant tell you one by one in here.

Deeply love and thanks for all.

Sincere,

Queen.

 P.S:  Sorry  if my english isn't good at all. i just trying to explore my self ;)